Every now and again a day at Church on the Street becomes hectic. H.E.C.T.I.C. Two types of people generally walk through our doors: One who comes for more long-term help, who becomes a part of our community, the other storms in needing immediate help always for a code-RED crisis situation. As an ambassador for Jesus and an intern with Church on the Street, I have a responsibility to respond to both types of people by treating their interests as more important than my own.
Today an 18-year-old girl, Nashay, required my immediate attention, pushing aside a mother, Phylis, who was also a code-red (Apparently, I come off as a woman-in-charge… ha!) She needed marta cards and an ID. Normally, we jump through these hurtles by giving our friends information about other groups who exist primarily to help with those situations, but what with Nashay freshly 18 and naively waving around a check she needed to cash, I decided to escort her to Crossroads, another ministry. Crossroads was closed. Dun dun dun. Together we squatted on the curb trying to find some solutions for her problems. Her stories started to change… Confronting her about her inconsistent facts quickly spoiled her friendly attitude and she just up and walked away, not knowing where she was headed and without the help I offered. Humbly, I chased after close behind ‘Nashay! Nashaaaay!’ ‘I don’t wanna talk no more. Im done.’ Awfully confused, I managed to blurt out ‘Why?’ Nothing- She simply walked away.
Dazed, I walked back to St. Paul’s. My prayers shot up to Jesus – please, O Jesus, help me to shepherd Your sheep better. Forgive me for my lack of gentleness! Not every interaction ends with hugs and blessings, sometimes I simply have to trust that Jesus has a bigger plan and somehow my attempt to love Nashay fits in it.
Plodding along, I noticed the corner of Peachtree and Pine was hopping: plenty of junkies swamped in their plenty of junk and lots of shifty eyes trying hard not to make eye contact. However, as I prayerfully stepped across the crosswalk, a woman hollered at me – ‘Baby!’
I recognized her from seeing her at Retreat several times. ‘O hey there!’ I smiled and reached for a hug. She snaked her arms around my neck and smooshed my body close. First thoughts? I bet you she’s drugged up and emotionally over-stimulated. As she let me go, tears trailed down her cheeks and she mumbled ‘It’s just been one of those days, baby.’ So I hugged her again and she sobbed. A man crossed the street raising cain, a hootin and a hollerin about how my friend was a crack whore- She ain’t nothing but trash! GARBAGE! A crack whore who ain’t worth your time! Don’t give her none of yo money! She dirt! Look at her bung-up head! A truck drove by and a man yelled out at me- White girl, go home now! I clung to my friend and kissed her bald, bung-up head and told her ‘You are so precious to me. You are so precious to God.’ She just held on to me and as the man bee-lined his verbal assault our way, she said ‘I love you baby, God sent me His angel today to be full of His Spirit to bless me.’
There cannot be a more important job to share the love of God with His children. Who knows? Wanda might have been drugged up, and probably had a stash on her and had dealt crookedly with that guy, but who knows? Jesus does! And what does Jesus think about Wanda? Is it what the man in the truck thinks? That she is an untouchable, unsafe and unworthy? Is it what the man who charged after us accusing her of all ungodliness? No, Jesus whispered in my ear- This one, she is my favorite. His voice, the most gentle of all, tenderly leads the despised and the helpless into His love; may my voice always join His in harmony.